just your average 15-year old idiot

LALALA

2009-05-17T08:09:00.001-07:00

I QUIT BLOGGING.
I KEEP FORGETTING. :D

i lol'd.

2009-03-04T17:19:00.000-08:00

WOW.
thats all i have to say.

injectmeplease.

2009-02-10T14:35:00.000-08:00

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w h a t d o i d o ?

I don't know how to proceed. I haven't gotten as far as this, and I wasn't actually expecting an answer until two years time. Melissa, you idiot! What have you done, saying yes without any thought to it! Now this is the stage where apparently, people 'doubt', and where people have those so called. 'second thoughts'. History class is not technically easy for me to stay focused, since I'm always on my alert, trying to look calm most of the time. I need time, but I shouldn't ask for that. I had so much time. And now, this is it. This is now. I have to act like I absolutely wouldn't want this anything for the world! Ooohh. I can't even look at that person. Not even talk to them straight in the eye. A glimpse, and I talk to somebody else. I purposely make them feel ignored. INJECT ME WITH SOMETHING PLEASE. Medicine, anything. What do I do? I'm sorry if I have yet to tell some people. I will in time, but I'm scared of telling everybody. Do I REALLY want this.

SO WEIRD!!!

2009-02-07T14:47:00.001-08:00

One of my friends sent me this.
This is so WEIRD!!! (and disturbing) But funny.

Shut up, and sleep with me. XXDD
I was singing this to Jose before I was sick,
and he was like, "No I will not Shut up and Sleep with you."
XDDD!

half way

2009-02-07T14:35:00.000-08:00

ahhh, it's been forever since i've actually updated this thing.
i'll try my best keeping track of it from now on. i need to catch
up with everybody elses' blogs and stuff too. so i skipped two
days of school. well, not skipped. more like suffered under a cruel stressing
2 days of non-stop coughing & sneezing! i got sick all of a sudden, and
now it's starting to annoy me. (゜ロ゜) Darn bacteria! i really hate
winter. it's cold, and you get really bad fever problems.
when will this semester everr enndd? i can't wait until i turn
16. i want to get a license. :D yayayay. at least i can get something
to make me feel adult-like. everyone and their awesome
ipod phones. pssht. who needs that when you have a
LICENSE. :D (〃ﾟ∇ﾟ〃) yaaay. EHhehe. yes, submit evil thoughts.
if you give up half way, wouldn't that be a waste? i mean, if you
were sick, and you gave up halfway. you wouldn't get any better
much quicker. if you didn't complete a test, you wouldn't have finished
and gotten part marks. when you like someone, does that include, 'giving
up half way?' would you give up half way for someone you liked?
i'm not a very confident person, even though i try to be. i've been
getting a lot of put downs, about how it's uncanny and stuff like that.
but i'm like a cockroach, so you won't get rid of me easily!!
so no matter what, i'm not giving up!! :D :DD whatever you people say,
i like who i like! and im not changing it!

ps. i got this cute teddy bear ipodmix from nkechi. (￣▽￣)ノ isnt it cute?
(yes it is, and you know it. but it might turn into a tape recorder soon
cuz i changed it. ._.)

LOLOL

2008-12-10T17:42:00.000-08:00

o h y e a hh
mr skrak gave us an extension. that means MORE PARTY TIME!!! YAYYY!!
love, melissa.
ps. ill write longer entries later.

yay

2008-12-09T19:39:00.000-08:00

y a y w o r k !
so i finally finished 6 slides of my project. i need like, 14 more to go!! i hope i didnt do it wrong, because i have a feeling i'm going to mess up infront of the entire class. its so ugly! pictures are everywhere, and the background doesn't even match the font. :C he's going to know i rushed it!! mr. skrak is so mean!! nkechi's is way better than mine, and debbie's is probably like intensely color coordanized. :( oh well, nkechi, you better clap for me in the end! ._.
anyways, when i got home i was soaking wet. C: i have to return someone elses' socks soon. i feel weird returning socks to someone. x) the snow ball fight was cold, and i hit people about 5 times i think. i counted. a bit. anyways! back to my power point! lemur catta! isn't that cool? yes, i think SO! and how do you pronounce Andringitra? ;__;
love, melissa.
ps. kevin stop stalking! get a blog, and then we'll talk. :D

wahh!

2008-12-08T19:11:00.001-08:00

im supposed to be working on my science project!
good bye wonderful 73 average!

whats wrong? are you OKAY?

2008-12-08T18:44:00.000-08:00

a r e y o u o k a y ?
no seriously. do you need help ? is there something you particularly want from us? jealousyy, hatee, WHATT ? because you've obvious gotten us to hate you. not possibly hate, but not care about you anymore. you might not know it, but people are really turning their backs. how long do you think you'd keep us hanging? we're not there just because you want us to be. i know i'm not even close to you, nor am i seriously what i call a " best friend ", but i've known enough to say that , the way you treat us is a whole hell different from the way you treat o t h e r s. could you stop? please stop. i don't own them, i know, but please stop. i have the right to care. the right to protect them from what's expected, and probably what they don't expect. im not here to become your enemy, and i'm not here to have a little friend chat, and end it with, 'i'll be different the next morning', only to find out that you're still the same. you might not know it, but this is bothering us. bothering me. just because we're saying things out of heart, doesn't mean we're making you look bad. it's just saying, if i were to choose, i'd pick you first, but you'd be opposite.
love, melissa.