I don't know how to proceed. I haven't gotten as far as this, and I wasn't actually expecting an answer until two years time. Melissa, you idiot! What have you done, saying yes without any thought to it! Now this is the stage where apparently, people 'doubt', and where people have those so called. 'second thoughts'. History class is not technically easy for me to stay focused, since I'm always on my alert, trying to look calm most of the time. I need time, but I shouldn't ask for that. I had so much time. And now, this is it. This is now. I have to act like I absolutely wouldn't want this anything for the world! Ooohh. I can't even look at that person. Not even talk to them straight in the eye. A glimpse, and I talk to somebody else. I purposely make them feel ignored. INJECT ME WITH SOMETHING PLEASE. Medicine, anything. What do I do? I'm sorry if I have yet to tell some people. I will in time, but I'm scared of telling everybody. Do I REALLY want this.
Saturday, February 7, 2009 @ 2:47 PM
Title : SO WEIRD!!!
One of my friends sent me this. This is so WEIRD!!! (and disturbing) But funny.
Shut up, and sleep with me. XXDD I was singing this to Jose before I was sick, and he was like, "No I will not Shut up and Sleep with you." XDDD!
@ 2:35 PM
Title : half way
ahhh, it's been forever since i've actually updated this thing. i'll try my best keeping track of it from now on. i need to catch up with everybody elses' blogs and stuff too. so i skipped two days of school. well, not skipped. more like suffered under a cruel stressing 2 days of non-stop coughing & sneezing! i got sick all of a sudden, and now it's starting to annoy me. (゜ロ゜) Darn bacteria! i really hate winter. it's cold, and you get really bad fever problems. when will this semester everr enndd? i can't wait until i turn 16. i want to get a license. :D yayayay. at least i can get something to make me feel adult-like. everyone and their awesome ipod phones. pssht. who needs that when you have a LICENSE. :D (〃ﾟ∇ﾟ〃) yaaay. EHhehe. yes, submit evil thoughts. if you give up half way, wouldn't that be a waste? i mean, if you were sick, and you gave up halfway. you wouldn't get any better much quicker. if you didn't complete a test, you wouldn't have finished and gotten part marks. when you like someone, does that include, 'giving up half way?' would you give up half way for someone you liked? i'm not a very confident person, even though i try to be. i've been getting a lot of put downs, about how it's uncanny and stuff like that. but i'm like a cockroach, so you won't get rid of me easily!! so no matter what, i'm not giving up!! :D :DD whatever you people say, i like who i like! and im not changing it!
ps. i got this cute teddy bear ipodmix from nkechi. (￣▽￣)ノ isnt it cute? (yes it is, and you know it. but it might turn into a tape recorder soon cuz i changed it. ._.)